about me. Who I was then.
Ah, I used to be a boy who wanted to save everything. My left hand for the Akuma and my right for humanity. I knew my friends and loved them as I did the rest of the world. There were promises I'd made to keep walking until the day I died. I was Allen Walker, another Exorcist in the fight for our existence. I didn't care about God. I choose to believe in the love I remembered and not the doubts given to me by my master. For as many bad things that happened several good things did too.
I refused to stop believing in hope even after it was gone. I would save everyone even if I had to die trying. I was okay with dying as long as everyone else was safe. Everything was complicated but as long as I kept moving forward it was all going to be okay in the end.
Who I am now.
I don't know much about myself. I know there were things so important I couldn't forget them. ...Only I have forgotten them and its frustrating to know that. Somehow I'll remember those important things and accomplish what I vowed to do. It will take time but I already have a little bit of the pieces! I'm different but everyone here is too. This island seems to do strange things or so they tell me. I don't want anyone to suffer because of things this place is doing.
But for now I can't do much. I can only keep walking forward and working hard as a Gardener to earn a bit of money for my living here. I can't leave yet not until I remember everything. For I'm okay with that. My name's Allen and I'm here to help.
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